when you wonder who is the one person who is always there for me no matter what happens……………… it is Brian he would do anything for me even though i have the most screwed up life anyone could have. i hope that he will always be there for me like he has been all this time. He does not care what anyone thinks about me……. he loves me for who i am. he calls me beautiful all the time and tells me that i am gorgous. It dont matter what his past his i love him for who he is his past is his past and i love him. i ignore everybody but him. I know it hurts my friends that we never get to hang anymore because i am always with him but i know that they understand in some way. He deffinitly knows my weakness’s and he knows where i am ticklish at and it sucks, he tickles me all the time. He brings out the good in me i am always in a good mood, expecially when i am around him. My advice to other people is dont mess with me, he is very protective of me and will not be too happy if you mess with me. I know that we all live in a small town and rumors get started alot. but he cared about me even when there were certain rumors going around about me. and i wont say what those are, and there are a few people who knows. and let me say this i will never accuse him of anything he will never be sent to prison because of me. If people want to think that then fine i dont care, i love him too much now as it is. even though we are a new relationship i have a feeling that this is going to last for a long time. anyways i hope so, i know one thing is he is there for me. he cares about what i am thinking and occasionally he asks me what is wrong to ask if something is wrong. I know that he really truly cares about me. today i had an incident and i was telling my cousin Katie about it, i did not want anyone else to know. I told Katie that i did not want him to know because he would snap, and Katie said that he truly cared about me and wanted to know everything. She said you have someone who truly cares about you and you dont want to tell him because he might snap off on some one else. She told me that she knows that he is goood to me and the one for me because alls i do is smile when i come to school the next day. i am exausted but smiling. i hope that when i do tell him tonight he is calm and does not freak out. I hope that he has the same feelings like i do and just not say anything to anyone about it. i love him very much and dont ever want to loose him. He is gorgous and is very sweet. He knows how to make me just melt into his arms. If i ever were to get seriously injured he would be by my side day and night and thats where i want him to be now. I want my own place with him right there but i am still in highschool. It will be ok because a few months after i get out of highschool i am going to get my own place. He will prolly be there alot, anyways i hope so. i know that alot of people take a long time to say i love you or admit that you can truly care about them, but not us i have had the experience all at the same time of him saying it first. i have been used to alot of jerks coming around. and i know that not all guys are jerks but there was alot of them that i was with and finally when Brian came along. He was so nice to me, i love him with all my heart and i want him to know this I love you Brian forever and always
the most wonderful thing in the world to me, My baby boy Brian March 16, 2010
i have never found someone like the guy i fell in love with…………… His name is Brian and he is amazing, i love the way he always tells me that i am beautiful and tells me that he will never treat me like crap………………… i hope that i can someday make him as happy as he makes me all the time. i would bend over backwards for that man as he would for me. when i hug him it feels like it is meant to be. even though people say things like your dumb and stuff like that i dont care. i love him with all my heart. i love the way he holds me and is always making sure that i will be ok………. making sure that i am not cold and telling me things like he loves me. He makes my head turn but in a good way. He is always there for me when i need him. I met his little girl last night and she looks exactly like him. I hope that all our kids look like him, he is so adorable. even though i say im ugly and fat all the time he always corrects me. he tells me that i am perfect the way i am and not many guys are like that…………….. although some people are not comfortable with us being together that i go to highschool with i always tell them that i’m not scared he treats me too good to be scared. they are always asking me why aint you scared why did you do it, but the thing i tell my friends is he promised to never hurt me i trust him and i believe every word that he tells me. Kayle was talking to me during class about it and i told her his past is his past. and the fact that i love him with all my heart. I told her he is gentle and if he does something i dont like and i tell him to stop he backs off. even though i dont really ever tell him to stop because he knows what i am and are not comfortable with. i love his family they are so loving and they make me laugh……… his dad and mom are hilarious and his little sister is really sweet………….. his brothers are funny and we all just sit around and laugh………… if i had a choice i would say that i dont need anyone but him and that he would be mine forever…………. he dont realize how much i care about him and what i would do for him and his family……………. i love him with my heart forever and always. just ask yourself when you think you may love someone are they really worth and trust me my answer i yes it is i love him with all my heart. and always will…………….
Stop motion two March 15, 2010
my idea is to have two people collide with eachother. i will be doing this project at home, i will have katie be walking through the door, and then justin walking from the living room they will then collide in the hallway. justin will fall down and katie will keep moving through the living room and out the door. she will go into the road come back in and help justin up.
When do you know March 12, 2010
when do you really know what you want to do with your life who you really want to be with, you never know until you go off to college meet the right guy/girl. i can tell you that this is not the truth the truth is there are plenty is plenty of time to find the right one and to find out what you really want to do in life. i am eighteen years old and i have been excepted into John Wood Community College and i am pretty sure i have found the person i truly want to be with he tells me that i am beautiful all the time. and that he is going to treat me good. I love the way he treats me, it is like i am only his and lets hope i am…………… I dont plan on screwing this up…………….. i am going to college and i am graduating for my RN degree and when i get out i want to take care of him the rest of my life. people say there is no one out there for me but that is totally not true there is someone out there for every one…….. i said that for three years before this wonderful guy came into my life and he is AMAZING…………………. he is really sweet and does not come off as a jerk. Many guys that i have dated were jerks. I really like him and all girls shouldnt give up and to keep looking there is someone out there for you i found my man and guess what i plan on keeping him………. 
Next Stop Motion Project March 12, 2010
I have a few ideas for my stop motion project but not for sure which one i want yet. I may have a stop motion where my family is in it. Or i may have one with all my friends dont know yet. I hope that my next stop motion project is as fun as this one was but less frustating. there is a time when i think my family might be good. but then i am with my best friends more than i am with my family. I may do someting with my car but i have no idea yet.
stop motion project 1 February 24, 2010
for my stop motion project i am going to do two pictures of me and my friends and then for my last one i am going to do a senior picture. i start out with a blank sheet of paper and when it closes as it opens again it will form a picture. it will open three times and each time it will have a picture on it. i hope that this goes well i have already started it and it is aggravating me. it may work and it may not i may decide half way into doing it that i dont like it. i do not think that i will but who knows, maybe i will hate it in the end but i will stick with it i dont want to give Mr. Upp a heartattack by finishing it and then wanting to do something else instead.
When do you know its what you want to do February 15, 2010
i have been wondering for a long time what i want to do in life. i have changed my proffession a hundred times since the day i turned sixteen knowing that at some point i was going to change it. i at once wanted to be a beautician, and at another i wanted to be a sychiatrist. there have been many times that i wanted to just give up because i just could not make up my mind. i wonder what is going to happen once i get out of high school will i be like my brothers and not go to college will i go to college, will i go into the same proffession like my mother. turns out i am i am going to be a CNA and then an RN. on my side job i want to do photography. i got accepted to lincoln land and John Wood, now the hard part is picking which one you want to go to. i thought about it long and hard but i still could not decide i at first thought lincoln land and then my mother found out there was a three year waiting list. so my choice was John Wood, i decided to try FASFA for financial aid and see what i can get. i never thought i would be on my way to college but looks like i am there i only have one more semester to go. i start my first college course in june, its pratically here. Advice to all people that are Juniors and Seniors next year do not waste your time if i was you i would get going you dont know how much time you waste until it is too late. i waited until my second semester of my senior year to even find my proffession. that is not good then i finally sent my first two applications out to colleges i have never sent a college application in my life. now that i am up and going i hope i dont slack off in school i am always worried about getting everything for college planning everything out. i really dont pay as much attention to my school work and i wish that i would i am going to start trying harder hoping that someday that i can do it all and not get frustrated. advise to those becoming seniors dont slack off or not go to your prom or homecoming do everything you can because if you dont and you work all the time you will regret it.
February 12th assignment February 10, 2010
i love this class so far, some things we have done can be challenging but i love trying to figure it out at times when i dont get frustrated. i hope we can do alot more with photoshop and i hope i can find out alot more about it. I have tried to figure out how to take the red eyes out of it and still cant figure it out. i want to learn how to do like a slide show where theres music and the pictures come and go on their own type of way. i love taking pictures that is what i want my second profession to be. taking photos is something that i love to do. something i love doing more than that is editing them and trying to make them look awsome. the poster we did was a little complicating and i loved the challenge of getting everything just right. if i really wanted to i could have gave up, but i had to finish it. i loved the way it looked after i got it done. but before it was done i thought it looked impossible. i love photoshop if i had it at home then i would work on it there too. i hope that i take up the profession of photography soon after i get out of highschool.
